which he could not but consider himself as worthy of receiving, he had
ventured to hope for Lord Keith's approbation of his conduct. He judged
it right, however, to be prepared against the worst that could happen,
by immediately addressing Earl Spencer, also, in a private letter on the
subject; as well as the Admiralty in general, through their secretary,
Mr. Nepean. These valuable documents, at once self-criminating and
exculpatory, are finely characteristic of his lordship's firmness,
sensibility, and honour.
"Foudroyant, Naples Bay,
19th July 1799.
"MY DEAR LORD,
"You will easily conceive my feelings, at the order this day
received here from Lord Keith; but my mind, your lordship will
know, by my letter sent by Mr. Lieutenant Parkinson and Mr.
Silvester, was perfectly prepared for this order: and, more than
ever, is my mind made up. At this moment, I will not part with a
single ship; as I cannot do that, without drawing a hundred and
twenty men from each ship now at the siege of Capua, where an army
is gone this day. I am fully aware of the act I have committed;
but, sensible of my loyal intentions, I am prepared for any fate
which may await my disobedience. Capua and Gaieta will soon fall;
and, the moment the scoundrels of French are out of this kingdom,
I shall send eight or nine ships of the line to Minorca. I have
done what I thought right: others may think differently; but it
will be my consolation, that I have gained a kingdom, seated a
faithful ally of his majesty firmly on his throne, and restored
happiness to millions. Do not think, my dear lord, that my opinion
is formed from the arrangements of any one. _No_; be it good, or be
it bad, it is all my own. It is natural I should wish the decision
of the Admiralty, and my commander in chief, as speedily as
possible. To obtain the former, I beg your lordship's interest with
the board; and, in all events, I shall consider myself your
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